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[lady_organa]

So I had this dream today. I was on some sort of railroad or something. My mother and I were riding them. While we were at the top I slip out of my cart or whatever and I start falling. I fell into this deep lake water. I remember it being dark and the water was heavy. I was afraid because I can't swim and then I couldn't see. After this I woke up and I was like whoa. That shit seemed real.

So I just looked up a dream dictionary. Apparently falling indicates: "Losing Balance – Dreams of losing balance suggests that the problem lays within you. You are not stable at this moment and need grounding in your life. You need to find ways to become more confident with people and with yourself-" and then the water: "Unclear / Muddy or Dirty Water – Suggests that your dwelling in your own negativity. You need to take a break and clear your mind. It is likely that your thought process is clouded and needs some sort of cleansing. Muddy water is not a good symbol, it suggest that you need to remove all the heaviness in your life in order to see clear." taken from www.dreamdictionary.org

So basically the dream means I'm unstable and I need more structure. The dwelling in negativity fits me at certain times I will admit.

So yeah I thought I'd record this dream here. I need to start keeping track of them.

This entry can also be found on DW at: http://leia-solo.dreamwidth.org/336016.html

Comments

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

i swear to god like 90 percent of dream interpretations are bound to be depressing

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

Lmao right? It always seem to be something you're repressing or shit like that but it fascinates me. I think I have a hardcopy of dream dictionary somewhere.

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

i have one somewhere at my parents' place, too! every time i read through it i just feel like human beings must be the most anxiety-ridden creatures ever.

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

Well we basically are.

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

ha, fair enough. we just like to hide from the fact most of the time, i guess.

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

Exactly.

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

According to this book it means fear of failure or the unknown so yeah it fits at the moment.

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

the thing is though, doesn't everybody have those fears/anxieties? it's kind of like, there's literally no possible way of getting that wrong.

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

Hmm I guess you could think of it like that. Falling seems to be one of the common dreams so there's that.

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

i keep having recurring rotten/missing tooth dreams. THEY ARE THE WORST bc you wake up with actual toothaches, fuck.

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

Ugh fuck that. One of my teeth has been hurting for the past few days and I hope to God this motherfucker isn't about to fall out because I'm already missing one tooth in that area because those mofos were like "It's a baby tooth you don't need it." but like who the fuck was it hurting. I realize now they were probably trying to get more money. SO I am without a tooth but it usually doesn't show when I smile since it's off to the side.

I'm still kinda pissed about that tooth.

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

i'm guessing you can't go see a dentist? :(

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

I think I can but I'm not sure if Medicare takes care of it. I need to look it up.

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

ooh, fingers crossed. that sounds worrying, honestly :(

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

It doesn't look like either Medicaid or Medicare covers it for adults. Most of Medicaid is focused on children and Medicare is more focused on elders. So yep I'm screwed. I think LSU has dental services but I think that's more for pulling teeth.

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

ah, i'm sorry to hear that :( here's hoping it doesn't get worse, and indeed improves. i'm guessing it's really expensive oop?

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure but dental stuff usually is no?

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

i wouldn't know, i'm canadian.

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

Lucky mofo.

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

seriously, the older i get the more i realize how true that is :(

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

:(

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

They have a dentistry school but there are fees which they don't list how there are. I could do that but I have to pay at the time of the appointment. I might look into it but really I hope the damn thing is just irritated or some shit. It's not loose but it hurts when I start eating on it. So I think it might be the gum or something.

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

give it a little while, i guess, and see if it gets better/worse? if the latter, then maybe... hell, i have no idea, i've never had to navigate the us medical system, but hopefully there's some sort of affordable solution.

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

Girl the US medical system is high as fuck. Seriously if I didn't have these two I probably wouldn't be able to get meds or something. I went to my current mental health place because I didn't have insurance at the time but yeah that's not common here especially down ha in the South.

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

yeah, as a canadian i can't believe you guys are so opposed to universal healthcare - it just, i get the reasoning behind it, i get the historical/political forces, but it still boggles my mind bc every other developed nation pretty much agrees it's a fundamental right :(

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

It's not all of the US more than likely it's coming from the right side.

Because believe I'm all for universal healthcare. The shit is fucked up.

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

oh, for sure, yeah, most of my american friends are left-wing, and i've followed the health care debate in the states these past few years. i suppose i mean i'm surprised there's such a loud/influential faction of people so opposed to the notion, but then given u.s.'s general fear of big government it makes sense enough, i guess.

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

Oh yeah they are definitely loud. I don't get some people no matter how hard I try to understand, but yeah.

[lusimeles.livejournal.com]

you're probably better off that way anyhow bb

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

:)

[amelia-seyroon.livejournal.com]

/HUGS

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

[night-owl-9.livejournal.com]

Dream interpretations have always been fascinating to me. I've been having weird dreams myself, but they seem more random than anything. I haven't had a "falling" dream for a long time.

[lady-leia-solo.livejournal.com]

Yeah it's fascinating. I have a lot of strange dreams to but I don't always remember them.