Bright Young Things

Guys...guys I feel as though I'm having an awakening. I just feel so open and free. Like I have masturbated for the past three nights and not once have I felt embarrassed. I feel as though the chains that have shackled me are falling away.

I feel more comfortable with letting my real self show. You know the kinda perverted girl that lies inside of me. I feel more comfortable with expressing myself to my friends on FB.

You guys see more of the real me. The people on FB, they see my mask. They see the personality I put on: guarded, quiet, reserved.

I guess you could say that's one part of me. But inside and at the heart of it: I am loud. I am boisterous, I am rude. That's the real me.

I don't know what changed between this month and the last. I honestly don't know. But I know longer feel afraid of people getting to know who I really am. I want people to know that Destiny.

So come at me world. Give it your best shot. I'll be waiting.

This entry can also be found on DW at: http://leia-solo.dreamwidth.org/301676.html